buried myself alive

you almost always pick the best time
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm
red flashing lights
well this time i'm not going to watch myself die

i think i made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry
buried myself alive on the inside,
so I could shut you out,
and let you go away for a long time. GET OUT!

i guess it's ok i puked the day away
i guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way

and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask